June 29, 2021•116 words
I've just discovered that my subconscious started making me flush, which I consider as a sign of my anxiety, when I was met with triggers even though I've been anticipating them days ahead. Could be some kind of Pavlovian conditioning in the works, but I'll have to try dig into this to find out why it happens to me.
Aside from that, today is pretty much the same as the last few somewhat uneventful days since I got off the break, including the out-of-the-blue anxiety. I still don't quite know why is it always around the same period. At the very least I decided to force myself to study for my course today, so there's that.